This is essentially an outlet for the many varied, random and crazy thoughts and things that go through my head.
Everything from deep personal thoughts, the music that helps to keep me alive (and sort of sane) as well as random shit that I find either profound and inspirational or just really fucking funny.
so yeah come with me now into the weird and fucked up place that is my blog\m/
ABOUT MYSELF: I'm a seventeen year old boy from sheffield in the UK.
I've lost numerous things in my life from a young age (Pets, grandparents, members of one half of my family, close friends, people that i have held nearest and dearest to my heart).
As anyone can imagine that can leave anyone understandably damaged and unstable and it's caused me to have to deal with feelings of depression, loneliness, alienation, isolation, rejection, inadequacy and pain from the age of ten.
I was also diagnosed with ADHD at the age of five/six and have had to learn to live with and embrace this as part of who I am.
Through out my life I have been on the receiving end of bullying, sometimes coz of my ADHD or just because of who am or what I like.
But through all of this, I have found one place one part of life that makes living more bearable and that is music but not just any form of music: METAL MUSIC \m/
Through every long day or night no matter how low i've felt or how much i've wanted to end my life i've found solace, a sense of belonging and the knowledge that i'm not alone in feeling like this and it gives me the strength to wake up and face a new day knowing anything can happen coz in life there is no destination, there is only the journey.
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